Dear Emotions,
If someone thought there were at least eight-year versions of you,
Which past moment in time would you let define you?
And in that same understanding, your respiratory system, your lung muscles, have been trying to switch from their non-dominant side to dominant side every two minutes since the inhale at birth.
The human body is designed to feel neutral. Neutral. And then life happens. And you feel emotions. Different ones at different times and then when you are about 40ish, you have access to a vast selection of memories to choose from. And yesterday he asked me to tell his friend how we met.
Dear Love,
I love you. It was random. I had gone surfing earlier that day. By myself, I had asked someone to go with me, but no. They said no.
And then I feel asleep and when I woke up it was midnight and I was thirsty. I needed a glass of water. And I would walk down the hill in my rain boots. I walked straight to the bathroom. I kept my head down, didn’t look at anyone.
E came up from behind me and said, hey! me and a are dancing over there, come!
And I go. It’s DJ Khloe. Khloe and I use to be neighborhoors in TAC up by MEV. And they are one of my most favorite DJs.
From my perspective, I turned my head to the left. They asked, “do you have a boyfriend?” in perfect Spanish. And I thought, no and shook my head no, and then they took my face into their hands and kissed me.
I pushed him away and said, “I came here to dance. Not to kiss.” In perfect English.
I came here to dance, not to kiss. And they spoke zero English. Zero.
So he stayed and danced with me. Until the lights came on.
I love you.
Because I heard them say, I love you with my right ear bones. And one of those is calcified in my body. I’ve seen a medical professional in my past for my hearing capabilities. And this is from someone that just started learning English in October 2024.
Monday night sunsets in the future will also be beautiful.
Dear the present moment,
Vamos a la playa.
Ciao for now.
Virg